Awwww....Relaxation

So, Shawn and I have been in Eielson now for a couple of days. It hasn't quite been a week yet, which oddly enough....feels like it should be longer. Now that we have a place to stay, and our things scheduled to be delivered, I feel like I can just, well, breathe!
 I have definitely had an adventurous past month! We traveled for almost a whole month to get here, with our road trip mixed in. I am so lucky I was able to see the Grand Canyon, or go to Las Vegas. I even got to "meet" a cousin of mine that I haven't seen since I was 12. This is definitely the trip of a lifetime that Shawn and I wanted to have!
So now, I have the next couple weeks to just sit down, and relax! I actually have NOTHING to do! LOL. We don't move into our house until the 25th of Feb. So we are staying in Military "TLF" or Temporary Lodging Facilities. There is a Teeny Tiny kitchen, a good for nothing bathroom, and a small room with a full sized bed..that is very very comfy! Our cats are happy cuz they get to relax again, and all in all life is good!
The funny thing about having nothing to do.. is that its pretty boring! :-D I don't have any of my pass time by activities like scrapbooking; I do have a couple books, but the rest are packed. I didn't think that I would need more than 2!! Here all i keep thinking about is getting my kitchen stuff unpacked and put away, getting our new home all set up...starting the new chapter to our lives.. and I get this beautiful relaxation time period in between...and I just want it to go by faster!! Ohh well. I guess that we will just have to sit down..and relax. LOL

Dear Suicidal People...

I would like to take this time and vent.

I am in the middle of a cross country trip to a new home with lots of possabilities! Yet, here I am in Canada pissed off. My husband gets notified off of a FACEBOOK MESSAGE CHAT THING..that one of his friends has shot herself. I know her from when I lived back in AK in the day, but I don't really know the girl...anyways. She left her 6 year old daughter without a mother and now for the rest of her daughters life she is going to know that her mom just didn't love her enough.
I dont really care what other people think about suicide. I get pissed off. I get pissed off because its the most selfish thing a person can EVER DO! All they are doing is taking the easy way out. They think there is no hope and leaving. They don't love their family, friends, no one. They are bloody selfish. They don't stop to think about what killing themselves will do to ANYONE! SELFISH SELFISH SELFISH!
I just want to spit! I don't think that anyone who kills themselves deserves a funeral a plaque nothing. Just a whole in the ground. In fact, whatever they wanted as their death wish (ie  have ashes spread..get buried in ground) you should do the opposite. Just because they dont deserve anything better the selfish jerks! UGH!!